This Sucks...
~kit
A new beginningThis feeling inside, can't help but want to die.A new beginning
I didn't think I could live without you in my life, But was I oh so blind, to believe this lie I've told to myself.
I've found a new beginning, without you. I've started over, to something better, stronger, like how I was before you came into my life.
I'm happy now, recovering from this pain, that you drew from my soul, slowly draining the blood, forming a hole.
Tierd of this hurt, Tierd of this bleeding inside, that you've inflicted into myli
PleaseMake me believe please, that you love me.Please
Make me believe please, that you care.
Make me believe please, even if you don't. I just want to hear.... I know its not right, I know its not fare, to ask you to care, when theres nothing there.
Why do i try to make you love me? why do i try to make you care? All I want is someone to be there.
So blindedSo blinded by you, not seeing the truth, what am I to do?So blinded
Tierd of being used, why did I even choose to be with you?
you said you loved me, you said you cared, but when things got bad, you got scared.
Through all we've been through, with all we've shared, you can just give up, and not care. How is that fair?
tearing me down, pushing me around, I just want to drown.
You raised me up a thousand feet, only to be dropped by defeat.
playing games with my heart, just waiting fo
JudithIncessant inspiration for the ways I'll never ever chose to be. Oh so many ways for me to show you how your savior has abandoned you. Pray to your God to your Lord and your Christ. He did this to you, took all you had still you pray, never stray, never taste of the fruit you never thought to question why. It's not like you killed someone, it's not like you drove a hateful spear not his side. Talk to the risen one as if he knows the reason why, He did this all for you. Oh so many many ways for me to show you how your dogma has abandon you. Kneel to your Christ to your God, never taste of the fruit, never stray, never break, never choke on a liJudith
HurtingHurting...Hurting
It's a feeling that can't be expressed With words.
Something that tears out your heart And stomps it to the ground.
When you trust someone...Who Couldn't be trusted.
Maybe not for this moment. You Weren't ready.
Not ready to be trusted? Not ready for
emotional touch?
Who knows...
All that matters is that I'm hurting.
And it's your fault.
Fix it. You break...you buy.
Letting GoI've been holding onLetting Go
For so long That one glimpse of hope
That one spark of possibility Of opportunity
But I'm letting go Of the rope That I thought was holding me up But as it turns out,
It was only a noose
That was choking me Out of breath Out of life, of exploring this world This beautiful world I can do better.
I can let it shine Now, without This feeling of confinement Without the eyes that watch me I will be free.
I'm letting go now The sky's clear The rain has washed it all a
Luv ya!
Who will it be this time??
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be careful of your thoughts,
because your thoughts become your actions,
Be careful of your actions,
because your actions become you habits,
be careful of you habits,
because your habits become your character,
be careful of your character,
because
....um ......yea...let the bodies hit the floor...that should entertai you while you are sick
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I hate being sick and everything just seems to be going down hill...if you know what i freaken mean
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"To hate being by oneself? There are many around you, but you are by yourself -- such is loneliness."
"I speak in verses, prophecies, and curses" -- Otep
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